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Dear Lord,

Dear Lord,


I ask for your strength today.


You see – I escaped a few days ago, as you know.


But… I am scared, I am stressed, I am afraid.


I don’t know what to do, or don’t know what my future holds, or where I am going.


I just know I got out, thank goodness.


I am out of the horror that I faced each day, since I have been married.


I am out of the daily beatings.


I am out of the trauma.


I am out of the constant sadness and despair.


I hope for a future of kindness, of compassion, of happiness, of dreams, of living.


The only thing that matters is that I am alive.


I just need strength to move forward.


I know I will have to face him again, in court, so I pray for strength.


Please get me through this, one step and one day at a time.



No name, just praying.

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