Who Am I Anymore?

Am I good enough? My abuser constantly said NO!

Am I pretty enough? My abuser constantly told me NO!

Am I a good Mom? My abuser constantly said NO!

Am I a good wife? My abuser constantly said NO!

Am I a good person? My abuser constantly said NO!

Am I smart? My abuser constantly said NO!

Did he have the right to beat and degrade me on a daily basis? My abuser said YES, that he was entitled to beat me, because I was his property!

Did anyone care to help me? No, because my abuser said that no one cared and no one would believe me, and when I asked for help, I found out he was right. No one cared. When will this change?!

Finally got out and trying to find my way again and find out WHO I AM!!!

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